I recently wrote this due to some events in my life..
Re-Fused
I've just bee put down and turned away
I wonder, can anything else go wrong today
My plans are completely shot to shit
My hopes are entirely down a bit
I've got a reason or two left to live
Though I've got nothing left to give
And inside my mind's eye and I
Is one piece less left to die
And now this priceless piece of art
This perfect mistake and broken heart
This dream of the masses and part of me
Will fall to the top where all will see
How its, kept alive and grown in part
When its, the ending now about to start
Where I'm the only one to understand
Offering help with a broken hand
At least there's some pride in getting used
But me, this time I've been refused
Refused, again the circuit is flowing
Again in me angerless power growing
Building up inside not showing
And another one charging me, not knowing
I've lost my place I read up to last
And now all I'm forgetting fast
The purpose, my goal, and the prize
Now suddenly, I do realize
Where the time went, to hell with it
Now only time will tell, time's spent
What's next in this life to come
And where are all the promises gone from
Still I breathe, still the light lingers
Still my hopes slip through my fingers
Till all's gone, naught that I own
Till I die, when that last fuse is blown.
