Sleepless nights and endless days
I got all the time I need
to find my different ways
I separate myself and bleed.
Everyday I carry my cross
but it has no symbol anymore
what was that meaning I lost
who now do I embrace it for.
I left, then you came
who now am I supposedly
Again, should I drain away
Once more, my soul will bleed.
When I let it all go
I waited expectedly
How was I to know
It wouldn't return to me.
How was I to know
I waited expectedly
When I let it all go
Odds and ends, undone beginnings
No prize to get, no sense in winning
Nothing I have can take away the pain
If I'm the source then must I drain
I cannot fix the heart that I tore
or put back the life that I took
My heart too is an open sore
Blank pages from an empty book
For me its too hard to explain
My feelings for you, my thoughts
Little rationale you'll gain
From a mind in knots
When I let it all go
I waited expectedly
How was I to know
It wouldn't return to me
How was I to know
I waited expectedly
When I let it all go
If words mean nothing, and I can't show my feelings
Would've shared it all if I had only been willing
In my head I plant a new seed
If this time grows wrong, this time I'll bleed.
